ethanolmusket

 I'm glad some people appreciate my horrible sketches...but to send a message just saying to draw something I know nothing about and when I inquire what's that tell me to check their blog?...that's rude...maybe I'm oversensitive? But not even a please? or at least the decency of explaining what is it they want me to draw instead of 'just find out yourself' ???... like what the hell....

Now I get why people gets tired of that site a lot of times...

 A headcanon that actually was Lux's and not mine...ah, I do miss Lux, she had amazing theories and came up with great conversation topics...but well...lots of people from the fandom have gone, it's sad...but on to the topic, she told me she believed Zant's mouth slits were actually body modifications he made himself, and I adored that idea, because I love body mods and I can see Zant doing such a thing, it's kind of suiting. 

Looks promising, but still need to figure things out...trying out a midzant sketch...
 

I don't know, been really down since gumi disappeared, her art was such an inspiration and I always smiled when I saw she uploaded something new...it makes me quite sad, given I'm kind of unstable worsens it...i'm really worried, I barely talked to her but wherever she is I hope she is all right...bet she had her reasons for leaving...but without trace...it's just...sad...to lose a muse like that, to think I'll never see that lovely art again...oh well...I'll try to draw and write more midzant, thanks to her it's my second otp after ghirazant...and maybe she'd like others to like that pairing...I just hope to see more of her art someday.

Ack I'm being a jerk...hope I wasn't...was never clingy, only sent two asks to her during her staying on tumblr...maybe I should have tried to talk more to her? maybe not...I don't know...she was my favorite artist and it's like, losing an idol...oh well...I'll do other stuff to distract myself...